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Mikaela (Mika)
Artist | Hobbyist | Other
United States
Name: Mikaela (Mika)
*winks and trips over trash bin*

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Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling. I can't seem...

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure


Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...




There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface consuming,
Confusing what is real.
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending controlling,
Confusing what is real.

[  ] you have dry skin.
[  ] you eat 1 meal.
[  ] you're very weak.
[  ] you hate your body.
[  ] you starve yourself.
[/] you have low self esteem.
[  ] you use laxatives.
[  ] you need to be more skinny.
[/] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[  ] people think you are too skinny.

Total: 1


[X] your mind is all over the place.
[  ] you are hyper most of the time.
[  ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[  ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[  ] you seem to never sit still.
[/] you talk all the time.
[/] you need attention 24/7.

Total: 2


[X] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[X] you are very irritable.
[X] you barely get any or no sleep.
[  ] you are anti-social.
[X] you have very high self esteem at times.
[  ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[/] you have thought of/attempted suicide.

Total: 4.5


[  ] you throw up all of your food.
[  ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[  ] you have no control over how you eat.
[  ] you use laxatives.
[  ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[  ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[  ] people think you are way too skinny.

Total: 0


[  ] you are a bully.
[  ] you threaten other people.
[  ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[/] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[/] you have ran away from home.

Total: 1


[/] you are always sad.
[/] you find no hope in your future.
[X] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love
[X] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[/] you can be/are anti-social.
[  ] you have low self esteem.
[  ] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[  ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[  ] you are failing school.
[/] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[/] you have ran away from home.
[???????] hope is no longer there for you. (but i think someday the person that gives me hope will leave me and that scares me)

Total: 5


[  ] you have daily rituals.
[X] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[  ] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[  ] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[/] you have harmed yourself.
[  ] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[  ] you have to check some stuff over again.

Total: 1.5


[/] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[/] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[X] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[X] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[  ] you can be/are anti-social.
[X] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[  ] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[X] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[X] you can have angry outbursts.
[  ] you act younger than your age. (opposite snorts)

Total: 6


[X] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there).
[X] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[X] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[/] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[/] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[X] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[X] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[  ] you are very shy.
[X] you often talk to yourself.

Total: 7

Anorexia : 1
ADHD : 2
Bipolar disorder :  4.5
Bulimia : 0
Conduct disorder : 1
Depression : 5
OCD : 1.5
PTSD : 6
Schizophrenia : 7

Final score: 28

0-5: You're very normal.
6-15: You're fine.
16-20: You might be okay.
21-30: You have problems.
31-35: You have really bad problems. You might need to see a therapist.

wow thank u
i have problems
sam we're twinning

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JCgurl201 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Mikayuji Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
edwardsuoh13 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist

*le gasp* Thank you so so so much for the watch!!! :iconspamanohugplz: I REALLY appreciate it!! >w<

I hope you look forward to my future works!! :iconhappyromanoplz:

Stay awesome, bro~!! :iconprussiaw00tplz: :heart:

P.s.- Can I just say that I really really love your style? ;A; like asdfghjkkldmnwls!! It's so pretty, cute, and bubbly~ ;w;

Mikayuji Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
omg no problem!! omg im gon cry thank you so much!!! aaAAaaaA 

dude i really love all the spamano you do 
like i need more of that in my life so thank u very much for doing so much spamano 

thank you again thank u thank u thank u ;;;;; v; ;;;

edwardsuoh13 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aah!! No problem~!! >w<

Naww~!! Well, thank you very much!! ;w; I enjoy doing it! XD

no problem no problem no problem!! .7.
KingButtocks Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Student Interface Designer
i hope you fucking eat shit and die 

just kidding

but srs
Mikayuji Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
omfg mar
T0yl0r Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2013  Student Digital Artist
We've become so distant .-. 
No, not cool

Holy shit your so good omg

Mikayuji Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
omg yea ;v;
sad face
ur so sweet omg
thank u aaAA! u 2!!!
T0yl0r Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2013  Student Digital Artist
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